As I prep for the Board of Prison Terms I am in one of the greatest battles of my life.  There is nothing I want more than my Freedom at this point.  I have been living with the decision that was made many moons ago as a teenager in yet consequence still manages to find an punish me even as an adult.  When is enough, enough sometimes I consider myself a dead man walking although I wasn't issued a death sentence but in California is a Life Sentence just that....Death.  While the calendar continuously turns I am a year and a half short of living just as many years incarcerated as I did alive in free society.  How do you know someones changed if no one is listening or does it really even matter.....Sincerely A Buried Mind in Thought.