As I prep for the Board of Prison Terms I am in one of the greatest battles of my life.  There is nothing I want more than my Freedom at this point.  I have been living with the decision that was made many moons ago as a teenager in yet consequence still manages to find an punish me even as an adult.  When is enough, enough sometimes I consider myself a dead man walking although I wasn't issued a death sentence but in California is a Life Sentence just that....Death.  While the calendar continuously turns I am a year and a half short of living just as many years incarcerated as I did alive in free society.  How do you know someones changed if no one is listening or does it really even matter.....Sincerely A Buried Mind in Thought.

Pardon my two day lapse I was somewhat tied up with the often trivial politricks that prison has to offer.  For those of you who don't know I hold a position a of power and responsibility in here.  I am part of a group that's called the Mens Advisory Council (MAC) this organization was designed by the bureaucrats of Sacramento in order to serve as a line of communication between the inmate population and the prison officials who oversee the functions of the program at the particular prison your housed.  My title is Vice-Chairman on the executive body, I am second in command on the board.  There is also a general body comprise of 24 members that represent the six buildings on our yard that deal with the in house issues and relay them back to the executive body and then its the duty of the executive body to hold meetings with the Warden and his council to resolve the matters of medical, receive and release, mental health, recreation, culinary, law library, canteen, appeals, mail, visiting, AMI, assignments and chapel so sometimes I can become overwhelmed by this job and miss my pastime (Facebook) because I have taken on the task to speak for 1152 men and trust each and everyone of them have some type of gripe.  You would be amazed that how these big, bad dangerous men are really just scared little boys wanting attention and needing someone to listen.......So again I apologize.

It has been a tough road for the American household.  The economy has been in a slump for many suns to moons.  Our network of finance has lost its fizzle over the course of these trials were enduring, but I'm here to testify that the ball can be picked up if we keep the focus within the battle.  The war can be won if we come to realize that we the people are the economy.  When we freeze,  the market is frozen.  Lets stop grabbing our wallets and locking our safes and make a conscience choice to keep the money flow alive by spending.  As the heart of America beats attention all shoppers spend, spend, spend at the nearest supermarkets, malls and apparel stores, etc....  Being in the money means we need key banking institutions and brokerage firms to be involved.  This is what the doctor orders utilizing hospitals, labs and clinics in order for this to happen.  Higher education is a must sending our future to the best colleges and universities across the States.  One must be proud to serve his or her country playing your part with government and military.  So lets keep it moving with our transportation infrastructures and travel to the next level of innovation in this new world we face.

Michelle Obama has taken it upon herself to battle childhood obesity in an attempt to save our future.  Obesity has been a problem for America for quite some time now.  So it's felt that enough is enough and Mrs. Boss Lady is putting forth the effort to dig up the root.  I just think that instead of focusing so much on group exercising and calorie reduction within meals the pillow talker with the First Man should bring a brighter knowledge of the other possibilities that place dangers of obesity on our society such as: the cloning of food and the hormonal injections that are practiced for the mass productions of major corporations.  Let's just say for entertainment purposes only if a child on the natural at the beginning of life normally eats untampered with food and puberty strikes this child at 14 years of age.  Isn't it possible that this cycle would be offset by the consumption of foods with hormonal boosts causing ones body to speed up the different processes that Mother Nature has created tilting the body out of whack be it bringing forth early periods in girls, obesity in most human beings, and sexual promiscuity etc.  Let's start seeing this issue for what is. Just a little food for thought.

What is family?  Is it the DNA pool your pulled from or is it a mind set of like thoughts from individuals from different walks of life but on the same path as you?  Lately I've begun to wonder.

After bidding farewell to 2010 many Americans are suffering from a severe hangover and this is not caused from drinking.  The economy managed to give a migraine to just about everyone.  This recession has placed a great depression on the pockets of low to middle class Americans with little relief.  I strongly used the words(Great Depression) because that's exactly what were living.  So when is the government going to begin issuing the anti-depressants?  Fact:  When the actual great depression took place we as a nation only had half the population and the unemployment percentage stood as it was.  Now present in the new millennium our population is doubled along with the unemployment rate.  Doesn't this mean we are along the same lines of consequence as our parents and grand alike?  I would say this is common sense but is sense really that common?

I'm in the darkest moments of my life screaming in the darkness searching for a beacon of light to guide me through.  Without the sun there possibly couldn't be.  I tilt my head back to the sky, looking for hope to reach out for me.  So I can rise like the Phoenix from the flame